Woman Between Worlds

Anxiety | Muddy Waters | Future Plans

The sky is grey today. The clouds continue to threaten rain. And the temperature has dropped again. The wind was roaring last night, I had to bring in some plant pots that were dancing about the balcony, ready to leap off into the dark, and rather unusually clear, night sky.

There feels to be tension brewing in the air. And every astrology video that rolls into my view on instagram is talking about a difficult period; a crashing down of the old to make way for the new.

If you’re feeling this unease in your body, you’re not alone. And if you feel like your world of desires is not quite matching up to the world you’re seeing out there today, you’re also in good company here.

I am personally feeling like I am in liminality. Not just between the old and the new, but also between what is true and what is false.

I have recently transitioned through a period of heavy anxiety. Scorpio season for me was intense, as if I was being shaken like a rucksack to get all of the contents out.

I was showing up to work with dread, not wanting to open my mouth and use my voice. I would be in the toilet trying desperately to dry my tears before it was time to welcome students into the space.

Old situations and people were coming into my head and new emotions and perspectives on these were wanting to be felt and released.

Astrological patterns and influence didn’t really care about my schedule apparently!

My whole being felt untethered from the Earth. A shaky inner feeling of disconnection. I smiled, I guided and I gave my heart. Students still seemed to be enjoying my classes, but I was not, in any way. I couldn’t wait to leave and get home to the safety of my sofa, my dogs, my boyfriend. Weeks passed, that felt like months, I just kept my head down and repeated:

“This too shall pass. This too shall pass. This too shall pass.”

And it did. I am no longer feeling the anxiety I did throughout Autumn, thank Goddess! I really did shed some leaves, maybe all of them! I am happy to share this because everyone on the planet has something they’re working through or figuring out. We’re all human.That’s what life is; a journey of unpredictability, change and growth. I am learning and each time remembering that anxiety and fear are not my truth.

“F.E.A.R = False Evidence Appearing Real.”

Anxiety and feeling lost in the liminal is why I created We Are Woman Wellbeing. I know millions of humans, and even animals, on this planet experience anxiety and feel lost at times, and I know it can be unbelievably debilitating, but I also know when we seek help, community and healing things can shift, dissolve and release. We can find our road map and return to what is true.

The three pillars of WAWW are PEACE, POWER and PURPOSE because these are innate in us, these are our pillars too. Peace is first for a reason. Peace is physical, in the body, connected to the Earth. It’s Root chakra. It’s the foundations of this physical reality. It’s new moon, Winter and being on the sofa with your loved ones energy.

As I have been coming back home to my body, moving my energy down from the mind into my being, and reconnecting to what is real- nature, Mother Earth, love- I am now naturally expanding into and embracing my sense of power. This place, this threshold asks me to look to the future, it desires plans to be made and goals to be set, but does not ask for action towards my purpose, yet.

On Sunday February 1st at 2PM I will be guiding you through a journey in meditation that will allow you to reconnect to what, as I described, is real.

You will feel deeply grounded, safe and at peace as you re-tether into Mother Earth and in turn to your own body, your own heart. From this foundation of safety you will meet with one or some of your guides to remind you of your gifts and tap into the power that you brought with you to Earth.

You will embody the clarity of your dreams, your natural sense of grounded confidence and your true purpose for being here.

Maybe of late you have forgotten how brilliant you are or have sunken your biggest dreams down, well my friend, together we shall clear the debris of self doubt in our waters and let those dreams rise!

This period is very transitional because of the astrological movements, the shifting of our moon and the change in numerology that is happening. Everything might feel in flux. And if you’re experiencing it physically with anxiety that is 100% normal. You are sensitive and not immune to the energies swirling around like my plant pots were out there last night.

We are in liminality, the waters are muddy, the skies are grey and our future plans our emerging, slowly but surely.

Join me next Sunday for healing, grounding and an igniting of your innate magic you brought with you to Earth at this time.

I know you have a beautiful and much needed purpose for being here, no matter how insignificant it may seem, don’t let your power go to waste. Our planet needs sensitive and talented beings like yourself.

Together we shall make magic and bring our world of desires and our world we are currently experiencing together as one.

Much love, Siân ♥️